Pulling out, Johnny almost hits the old nun. Her blue habit flapping in the breeze. The sun catching the stubble on her chin, the deeply etched creases in her forehead. Her mouth is a dark oval of terror and time stops. Her feet don't move.
We find it too late. Its beak
a delicate sword, stuck
in our patio screen. It should be
buzzing, vibrating. Searching
for the sweetest sip
inside every flower.
But the busy wings are silent. Stilled.
What we need is north of here.
A season to chill the bones,
to make breath visible. A time
when promises take shape
in the form of steam.
Cherophobia
is a ridiculous word
for my condition: "Fear
of happiness." For months
I refuse to admit
pleasure can live
in a world without you.
The typical hug
lasts 3 seconds.
So does the average
wave goodbye.
That first kiss
we longed for, the one
that stopped time?
Argument loops,
spirals,
out of control.
“I’m moving out!”
he yells.
Rant continues.
Her mind wanders.
All the furniture? His.
House will be empty.
She’ll not hurry to fill it.
Will savor open spaces.